Test

没有请的八月。。。em qing...

I have a number of tests this week.. Have been thinking of hitting the book since I came back frm playing basketball...but still...its been about more than an hour, and I am still lazing around...Just dont feel like have the motivation to study like last time.. Aii..So hate it when there is so much things to do...and so hate it when there is nothing to do... No matter how much, we human are given, we'll never satisfy and grumble, I guess.. Contemplating on learning piano this week... Well, I do this not because I want to show off after I learn or use it to court girls, but because I am interested in playing instruments since small but there just ain't any chance for me..That's all for tonight..

Awkward...

...just felt like blogging...felt that long time ago but just doesnt have the desire or emotion to write anything at all..so ..thats the empty pages my life ... em...realli hope i can land on the internship offered by bankers trust as that is my one and only interview...Wanted to stay in Des Moines over the summer to earn money...got few tests next week..but i just keep relaxing...aii..chatting with frenz, facebooking, looking at mangas(death note) , listen to a day in life over and over again.....aiii...the most i can keep myself still in one place is 15 minutes i guess or less...haih...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~contemplating on alot of things...................................................haihhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Love

Oops..the last post was a mistake..the title is not love...

I guess I am a failure in love...having so many relationships..but each one of it ended with tears.. i think i have to sit down and give a deep thought of what's the true meaning of love... the next time i say 'i love you',..i really want to make sure I say it with sincerity..I 've let down and let go so many things that I actually treasure. If two roads diverge again, i'll never give a second thought bout the second road again...well..things are transient.that's just how nature is...I'll never fail in my relationship anymore.. i just hope for the best out of me..well, that being said...i guess i really fall in love with the lovely flower at 40 feets ...

Love

JUst tO jot down so i remembered what i did for the past week. It had been a fantastic trip for me..Em..I just rememebered a few places from Minneapolis. Little Szechuan, iKEA, Mall of America, em...Kowloon.rain's hse ,ramee, ..and i forgot another one..em..em..oh ya..i went to three clubs.. 508, Drink and Epic. First of all, i hate 508 because i got my butt kick out frm the club ...I dint know it was a smoke -free club. Well, it was indeed a horrifying exp for me though..em..cont to Drink..well, literally I was not kick out, but I was not allow to enter because I dint stamp on my hand..so i venture to epic. em..It was by far the one and only bar that kinda drives me crazy because the girls are really awesome over there.

okay....i really wore out today ...so i gona sped up ...
ping pong- dint play for a while...it was fun playing with them for hours...we gone nuts

Chicago

Thanks all for accompanying me to chicago..bean, joeys, korean bbq, vagina building, redline, on tv, em...aurora...cedar rapids.. thats all the places i went during my trip to chicago...okay...i'll rest my case for now..

Ipoh

Shit. I am so tired but i just want to leave a few lines due to dissatisfaction towards the appointment of Ipoh Menteri Besar. I couldnt imagine what would befall to Ipoh if this newly elected PAS secretary was to govern Ipoh..~~ no~~ that means Ipoh will turn into an Islamic State. I wouldnt want that to happen. that means all the girls in ipoh cannot wear mini skirt and there would be many problem arise.. Haih..~ what a dissapoinment ..i betta go back and open a tudung store in Jaya Jusco to make money if it were so. Nitez.

Election~

Aii~~, my oh my, my dear Malaysia, the place where I once used to fond of has gradually change and shape for the best or worse? Before I came to US, I was so resilient that I told myself how much I love Malaysia and wont leave Malaysia for good. Well, that was all because I have set a real comfort zone for myself. Doesn't dare to take a step out of it, and explore the awe inspiring of the outside of the box. Glad, now I am in US, I am no longer a frog under the well , I see more things and have a larger scope of the way I think. What used to be true, may seem to be untrue know. As every theory and hypothesis may not be true. Some people strive hard to search for something that they will never get a grab of. And yet they stil try. My point is never to give up. To be honest, i dont know what kind of shitty crap am I talking bout. That's not what I want to write for this post. Oh ya..about election in Malaysia. I guess it will be a easy win for BN again. So unfair. Every time there is an election, I will be very upset. We , Malaysians always boast about how good our country is; multicultural, democratic, KLCC ( good for nothing). But lets us reflect it on our lives. Where is our right to talk? you better not talk sensitive issues or else you'll get kick at ur butt right into jail. Why do only Malays get all the benefits. Thats fucking unfair. Our business policy keep on changing.Its so unstable that no foreign companies would want to invest in our shitty piece of banana land. Haih, dumbass fcking pig, don't ya all know how to use your brain and give a deep thought on how to improve ur citizen welfare and not just shark out a bountiful amount of citizens money. Fck Badawi, useless good for ntg PM that doesnt know how to bring good for our country. Fck BN too. I really just hope for the best and how the winning party will change the future of Malaysia. After all, our vision 2020 is still so further away that it will not be reachable if the party that wins are still being selfish of themselves and reluctant to change for the best !..

Malaysia's Driver

I was really upset when I glance through the news on the star online. What a tragic , or somewhat cruel, beastful, undecent act of those insolent fools who were on the road. This girl missed her bus and opt to walk to school. That was when her fate was decided.She was bang and were dragged by the car for 400m before hit by another car again. What the heck? dont the fking insolent fools know how to STOP or they are afraid to stop and held responsibility on what they did. Come on. Be a man( KM phrase).. Just want to address to all malaysian drivers, dont just hit and run ! That just fcking agitate me to max and make my blood boils. Fck u stupid driver!! May the girl rest in peace..pray for you tonight. And may the girl's family bear for these idiotic, nut skull, shithead, asshole, piece of shit driver..